I have so much love when all I deserve is nothing
my brain loves to do this thing where when i’m really upset i isolate myself, and it does this for many reasons, one of which being to see if anyone will reach out and communicate with me without me having to initiate it.
my boyfriend and i usually talk every day but it’s because i initiate it. he hasn’t texted me since last night, and it’s 8:30pm. not even a “good morning” or anything.
maybe i’m asking for too much but man, this shit hurts.
